journal.

autumnish.


the list of this week. 1. ain't nothing like a wee blue hobbit mug to brighten one's morning. 2. learning more about my body and what may be causing the symptoms that are presenting. 3. autumn is here. mornings are not as chilly as years past, but it ain't summer…

saying goodbye.


  in many ways, this post will be about saying goodbye. you see, i've been in a clear case of shutdown since early august. i guess that would be about a month, now, would it not?? i am quite thankful that mister jones has somehow read my irritability and other fucky emotions as not processing grief.…

five things friday.


  1. yes. still friday here, in the hinterlands of alaska. 2. wrote pages upon pages this morning, studying chromatin, chroma, colour. 3. all to say, she was a body of light that carried chroma and colour in her chromosomes. 4. sleep ain't coming and i must still drive to…

taking it all in.


we took a little road trip. rollee home living. i never quite understood the attraction of owning a recreational vehicle, but now i do. one can travel and still have the comforts of home.  we loaded up the pencilfox family, all five of us. me and him and the dog and the other dog and…

14 days later.


    we had the discussion, one time, once upon a time. an exchange about love. i hope you feel so much tender space for your heart to feel exactly the way it needs to feel on any given moment. and any time you don't, please know this : you are love. and you are well loved.  you…

with me.


mister jones knows me well. i thought we had said our goodbyes, i thought that i had sent him on his way for his halibut fishing trip, but after i had settled myself back at the painting table, the front doorbell rang. there he is, standing at the door, holding a…